I haven't blogged in a while I have been so disappointed on trying to find a woman to give me the spanking that I need . for many years I have been looking for that strong but caring and strict friend that can become my mommy .
This is not sexual for me its about friendship , bonding , and some one I can talk to about any thing .
Because I never had that in my life .
Yes I do like to role play but its for real offences  both past to present .